It’s Friday, August 12, 2022

I never imagined this day would come. In fact, it seemed like a Star Trek date in 1954 when I started school. Yet, I am glad to be here. Looking back, I see the road behind filed with potholes, construction delays, and traffic congestion. The detours and side trips remind me of what I was and how far I have come.

I have not lost my way. I have changed and grown from the one lane road into a six lane superhighway filled with exits to new sights and new directions. I like the quest that lies ahead. I do not wish or pine for the one lane road I was traveling. What lies ahead will bring new challenges, new desires, and change.

Growth brings change. I have left behind all the baggage that pulled me down. Old ways that held to beliefs that stunted my growth had to go. It was not easy to let go. I wanted to be like the rest. I was not. I conformed rather than be transformed so I would be accepted and one of them, but I was not. Change came as the rode widened and new lanes were added.

I remember where I have been. The wrong turns, u turns, and the dead ends I have taken. I will never forget the teachers, the mentors, the professors, and my family and friends who helped along the way. The cup of cold water when I was thirsty for the water of life shared from the most unlikely people I have met have met. The disappointment of advice and beliefs of those who showed me the traditional ways brings brings both sadness and joy as I had to depart from them and the ways and things they taught and believed.

Today, I look at the road ahead and give thanks for where I have been, where I am, and where I am headed. Although my road may end soon, I will continue to travel as I continue to mature physically, mentally, and spiritually. May the gift of reason, the lessons learned in the past, the experiences I have gained, and the revelations of God guide me as I continue on this journey called life.

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